Sunday, August 13, 2006

LOVE IS ESCTATIC

with love...
The silence of the dark night sings to me the most melodious rhythm.....and my solitude offers a solace so elysian.Purple has begun to dictate my blues ...with this heart of mine seeking refuge in her beautiful mind...
Its no childhood fantasy...nor the usual reverie am speaking of today.For the convivial boy in me...it always seemed abstract and my idiosyncrasies never just let my heart get ruled.Many friendships lived....none I met ignited in me a passion so seraphic.Feelings i jeered at terming them quixotic had begun to speak.The inteligence i craved for....the assertiveness i pined for....the indomitable confidence he postured....and above all an understanding so strikingly terrific bridging all gaps seemed to juxtapose perfectly with d schmaltzy innocence in me.
I had woken up to a new dawn.....embracing an emotion as fresh as the morning dew...her presence filling all voids....a prelude to a thinking so ''different'' in me....all woes deafened......desires rendered divine....
No promises to be kept.....no vows of fidelity to b shared......neither any lonely moment to cherish...... nor any fetters of commitment left unbroken...
This laconic hypocrite in me acquisces the untrodden path to b taken with d most beautiful emotion......love.... in her heart forever......

DIVING FOR PEARLS

well final year and campuses all knockin on our doors well got to take deep breath and dive in to find a pearl or a diamond but have to get some thing out cant come empty handed well wish me good luck and lets give our one final best shot at life and lets see whaty happens welll i dont know what happens but still i will fight
anyways lots of philosphy where's the party tonight
well bye

DIVING FOR PEARLS

well final year and campuses all knockin on our doors well got to take deep breath and dive in to find a pearl or a diamond but have to get some thing out cant come empty handed well wish me good luck and lets give our one final best shot at life and lets see whaty happens welll i dont know what happens but still i will fight
anyways lots of philosphy where's the party tonight
well bye

SUTTA MAHADEV KI JAI HO!!!!!!@#$%

hi there everyone sitting at home and blogging well this post is all about sutta mahadev and his boons and curses when im at bbsr 30 35 or maybe even 40 ciggis everyday but when im at home 3 or max 4 and really hurts in the ass when u cant smoke so there are rules which i would like all of you to follow

1> never light out a sutta by crushing it under ur feet
2> never ever light up a sutta with three strikes because there's a reason behind it during the vietnam war soldiers thought it to be a bad omen to light up a sutta with three strikes because they thought in the first strike the enemy see you the second they take aim and the third strike boom ur dead
3> never ever throw sutta when lighted up always light it out using ur hands and then throw it
follow these rules and ull find sutta mahadev shal always have his good will upon you
jai ho sutta mahadev ki

utter horror

well yesterday i was going through ihm hyd community and came across a horrific news a pschyo junior killed two seniors by stabbing and cutting the throat of them the junior was drunk and the senior told them that he will complaint all this to his parents and the junior broke loose held a kitchen knife and stabbed the final yrs thrice


well you might be thinking what importance does this news hold
even our juniors have arrived and its been 3-4 days since they arrived and there is a guy from karnal who due to some reasons came to the room all drunk so we decided to screw his ass and i told him the same thing im gonna complaint this to your parents !!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

continued

hi all out there well fun and frolic goin on at home and yeah joining classes dont know when ha ha ha its so boring out there jus sittin at home and relaxing

Sunday, July 16, 2006

All bloggers out there

well hello this is my first post and hope to get some responses
this is about life and the way to live it "MY STYLE"
WOULD LIKE UR COMMENTS TO POUR IN
live life king size smoke dope fun frolic and yeah term ends its time for action dont let your parents down and do belive in yourself
well was searching as what the term nirvana means and got a disscusion on this topic which im posting
I wonder about reincarnation–it makes a lot of sense, except for the eventual nirvana part. That sounds like a comforting thought, that if we work out all our stuff, eventually we’ll “achieve” a final, permanent peace. But doesn’t that sound just like Christianity’s “earn your heaven” idea?

What if there really isn’t any galactic permanent record? What if the moment is all there is, and either we enjoy it or we don’t?

I’ve been thinking of the sand art of the Tibetan Buddhists. They make elaborate “paintings” with colored sand - and then they sweep them all up. It’s all about the essential impermanence of things.

So where does nirvana fit into this? Is there really such a thing as permanent peace? It seems like basically this would mean you just aren’t human anymore. It seems to me like being human is by definition an exercise in impermanence. Not just the fact that you get sick or die, but that your body is in a constant state of flux: eating, sleeping, feeling, etc. We’re just moving energy patterns. So Nirvana would have to be a non-bodied state, or a state so beyond bodies that having one would not take you out of your essential oneness with everything, the way it does so often with mere mortals.

Hmm. Wikipedia says that niravana actually can be attained while living. And that it isn’t something you achieve through “an act of creation or an agglomeration of causative factors”, it’s a realization of that which has always been true and can never be destroyed–the essential, eternal, truth. It sounds like they are saying that nirvana is a permanent state of being completely in the knowledge of yourself as a spiritual being, and living from that.

So–apparently this is the “sofa in the sky”. Because you’d be done. You’d be done with the entire up-down all-around crazy-tiring-inspiring-passionate life of being human.

I wonder. From what I’ve experienced, one is never done with something until one is done. So if the same is true for the “human” existence itself, for samsara, then a being would only become enlightened when it was really done with being unenlightened. It’s not something you can force–force is the definition of attachment. If you are attached to becoming enlightened, it won’t happen. But you’ll probably learn to become unattached, and then it might. But only if your soul really is done experiencing this “life” thing, this rowdy fullness of living, this “ten million things” existence.

Am I ready to be enlightened? To give this all up and float? Apparently not. Are you?